
While theology often seems like the attempt of blind men to discuss colors, there are some questions which have a direct impact on our relationship with God. Especially when we consider the biblical metaphor of the Father and His children. Children (not always but often) try desperately to please their father. It's devastating for them to find out that there was a hope or an expectation that they did not fulfill.
As far as emotions are concerned, we know that God is quite familiar with suffering, grief, even frustration.
But disappointment? Does God have specific hopes or expectations toward us apart from what He Himself causes to be accomplished and to grow? Also, in terms of His all-encompassing knowledge - does the word "disappointment" even make sense, since He knows us completely and all our actions and their outcome are already known to Him (Psalm 139)?
I'm also having difficulty with the kind of preaching that is trying to introduce the idea that God is believing in us (!), particularly in the context of the commissioning for kingdom work. I guess we're supposed to somehow feel empowered by that idea. Frankly, I see nothing empowering in that at all - just another weight on the shoulder, another shoe too big to fill!
Maybe you see it differently. Feel free to fire away!
